Diamonds and Gold go hand in hand

if you ask you will be told that diamonds are a girl's best friend. well i thought that this kind of diamond might not be. it is said that silence is Golden. was just thinking that at times the silence build so much inside of you and especially the kind that comes from trying to be nice and tolerate the friends and people around you, at times you need some eruption. diamonds are made at high pressure. wow! light bulb :). do you know that tears are likened unto diamonds. today i was feeling so pressured up then it occurred to me that at times crying helps, but it also occurred to me that every thing you are going through is making you stronger. so after your gold reaches that point it needs to be adorned by diamonds, let it out it helps, but don't stay there, you are being made into one of the finest diamonds. remember its not good to shut it all up because one day you will explode and it will not be a pleasant sight. once in a while get diamond for your gold. it is hard to do good when everything you are doing is not good enough but keep at it and know that it is just a process to get you looking all sparkly and beautiful. the silence will pay off, the scars will heal,and you will get to that point where all admire your beauty/ handsomeness. if you feel its too much its okay to let it all out, but don't forget to smile and just be beautiful for soon your worth will shine and they will not be able to withstand, you may look as black as carbon(coal) but your almost shining don't forget to think first and act soberly or as I'd

put it in "silence" because diamonds and Gold go hand in hand.  with lots of love Heartonsearch.

Wisdom that comes with wholesome maturity

Being raised in a work that not only seeks to fulfil the spiritual mandate as priority one, it also seeks to minister to the needs of the total man. some time in the course of life i came across the word "over-spiritual", i used to think that it really existed until i discovered that those who were called this had reached a certain level of Christian maturity that caused those who had not got there yet to see them as pretentious and "acting holy". yet i also realised that this group of people had over focused on on area of their lives and therefore causing some sort of stunted growth. maturity in all aspects of life soul, spirit, body and mind can save one a lot, unfortunately most of us tend to lag behind in this very important process in life. we refuse to grow up.

maturity develops in us a sense of responsibility causing us to want to take care of others and ourselves, sense of understanding causing our relationships with friends, family and spouses more enriched. an example a baby who is wet in diapers will just cry, once the baby learns to talk they can indicate to the others the reason for their discomfort, once a bit older they can use the training toilet but someone has to take it to the loo and flush, later in life they can go and flush. if you look at this their relationships are being enriched at all stages. Paul puts it in this manner, when i was a child i spoke as a child, understood as a child, thought as a child but when i became  a man i put away childish things..... we all at some point speak, act and understand like children. we pout, throw senseless tantrums because of senseless reasons, play the game of getting each other, feel the need to show who is best when there really isn't a need to. eventually our lack of maturity is displayed as stupidity,. there are things i did that when i look at down the line i wonder why i did them in that particular way, not that I've changed but i just grew up and became stronger, wiser and much better. as i finish today i leave you with this piece:
                 whence shall i go and find you,
                 which merchants shall i trade for you,
                  who gives me strength in moments of weakness
                  understanding in senselessness,
                  teaching me each day the value of acting against reacting,
                  wish you could pour out in floods above me,
                   but you choose to give drop by drop,
                    each day until i reach that place of saying that i have mastered the art,
                    and gained the wisdom hidden in you,
                    Oh sweet Maturity.love
heartonsearch.